Daylight savings always throws me for a loop in the spring. I’m so used to leaving work at dusk (or worse, the dead of night), that I have a very pressing and urgent sense of time. I know that I need to get things done so that I can go to bed, because night is a reality.
Daylight savings happens, and suddenly, I feel like I have all the time in the world. When I left work today at 4:30, it was still mid-day bright. So I ran a few (non-essential) errands, and then got home, and decided to go and get some yarn for a project which I didn’t really need to get. Even now, it’s after 6:30, and the sun is finally sinking behind my neighbors’ houses, but I don’t feel any sort of urgency. I know I need to get dinner made, to finish this, to clean the bathroom, and try to get to bed before 11.00 tonight, because I’m exhausted.
But it’s still daylight outside–I have all the time in the world! There’s still time to sit and stare out the window and let my mind wander. There’s still time to mindlessly half-do tasks and fantasize about spring break. And it’s all an illusion!
So, I’m going to keep this post short, and get to it! Get things done, because now it is nearly dark, and the reality of how late it is is starting to sink in. Daylight is gone, and so is the illusion. Back to reality I go!